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Day 51 today..
Feeling hmm somewhat of confused... due to mom and Eun Sun too..
Today was somewhat of different day and if I can call a day that is different from other days then I would call it a special day.
Woke up early in the morning like 7am. I couldn't sleep longer. I read some of the articles and thought what I should do today. Planned out like the five things I needed to do. Those were..
1. Practice football
2. Gym
3. Go to LG center
4. Go to military service center
5. Go to library.
First was the hardest of all.. Not the training part but the part where I had to tell mom that I go out to play football myself. I didn't want to start a day with her nag and all those messed up fights... I decided not to play football and decided to at least postpone to a later time. Left home after a breakfast to gym. As I was going to the gym, I realised my pedal was gone. I found my pedal as I moved along my path. Ha... how bad a second hand bike is. I carried the bike to the repair center. And surprisingly!!! The cost of the repair was the same as the cost of the bike! Like WHATTTTT. Being so poor due to the upcoming trip plan and the tuition fee for football center next month, I was kinda keen on this. But it wasn't like I can't fix it as I really needed the bike for everywhere I go. Actually this bike has saved a lot money as I didn't take bus after buying this. Fixed bike, went to gym and had such wonderful time. Spent like two hours, I finally got to talk to the trainer about gym workouts and spend a good time.
Left for LG service center after it. I had to fix my phone as yesterday, I had spilled the coffee at work and it made my phone go wrong. Fixed the phone and then I headed to the NS center. I wanted to know when I should go for the medical checkup and all those things even when I want to go NS next year end. I applied to take the medical check up next Tues and .... on walking around this place... I felt like I was finally a man now.. I mean a real man. Deeply fell into these sentimental thoughts I accidentally kicked the cone that was placed to control the cars. Ouch.
Headed for library after that..
A place that I missed so much. I haven't gone to this place like I feel so long.. After I signed up for the football center I didn't get to go to this library for such long time. I missed this place so much. I felt so home when I got there. I missed lepaking here. Just setting up my laptop, watching all those things that I wanted to as mom wouldn't allow me to when I'm home. Spent another good time and came back home.
The trouble was here. I wanted to at least remind mom that I was taking my medical check up next Tuesday... I didn't like telling anything to mom as hmm... she was sensitive and easily angry at all things.. Same for today... She showed me the raged face as soon as I reminded her... Fight began like that although I admit.. it was my fault for not fully explaining to her and just avoid talking to her... Then on, the silence between mom and I continued... About Eun Sun is that... when I talk to her... I keep thinking that she is a friend not an eyecandy but like whenever I talk to her on phone like sms. I get nervous and can't say things normally or casually ... If I'm taking her or thinking of her as like someone I like as a girl then this gotta be fixed. Definitely not a time for girlfriend such... And ... I do know I'm a failure in that area.. Shouldn't go in for it..
Tomorrow is finally the trip day... Only going to think of tomorrow's excitements.. Meeting my old friend... The one I missed so much... Hope to take lots of photos... lots of pleasure.. and lots of memories...
Goodnight...
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