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Day 50 is coming soon and I made out my trip plan today
Bought the ticket and only left what to do at Busan.
Today I woke up early in the morning worrying that I didn't think enough the last night whether to travel or not. That thought has become needless when I thought that I should have a time to sum my 50days of journey in here.. Calling staying at home with family a journey could be ridiculous but.. that shows what I have become... Staying overseas for so long... Staying in Korea has become more strange to me...
I left for football learning center when it was 9:20. On the way, I didn't have many times where I had to wait for the traffic to turn green. Thus, when i reached, I thought I had reached pretty early. However, it was already 10am when I had reached. The journey is really a far one. Next time I should leave house when it's 9:05. On reaching, I quickly joined the one person who was practicing. Other uncle just entered too and three of us trained. Training was getting more interesting everyday. I enjoyed what I did there today either. Like those practices that encourage me to creatively do the things that I wanted to do usually. made me be 120% engaged in trainings.
After the training, I took an hour of self-practice time as usual. However, I couldn't focus on it as I kept thinking when I should go for work this week. I told my boss that I am freer on tues, wed and thurs but I felt that I should go work on Friday as I can just leave for the trip on Saturday. I didn't have to leave exactly on the 50th day. Had a lunch thinking of that all the way and even till the time I reached gym I couldn't decide. After sitting about 10 mins in the gym thinking, I finally decided to tell the boss that I'm also free on Friday to make the three days work this week. The words that my football coach told me today reminded me again. He told me not to think so much.. It was to hurry me when I was thinking too much before receiving his pass. I should apply this into real life.
Gymmed for about 2hours and headed home. It was totally unsatisfying workout day.. I finished all the workouts I had to do but still I wasn't satisfied... It was because when I saw my reflection on the mirror as I was walking to bathe... I could see a belly on my stomach.. This belly although not obvious had been there for years.. I always exercise..run... do sit-ups but it's always there... While my friends who eat like me and do not exercise so often still do have a slim stomach.. I couldn't understand and was bit raged...And grumbled out about my body to my trainer who thought I was cute for my age as I was leaving the gym..
Reached home and read all the articles about today's match. The Asian Cup Semi-Finals!
It was going to decide whether Korea is going to be up in the final stage for Asian cup in 27years..
Then, I went on to find out the trip schedule to Busan. I decided to get there as I could travel.. think...and get to see my dear friend Jae Yeon.. My old friend who used to be with me in Sg during secondary school days.. Being a prop to each other during those days...
Even when deciding the plan, I kept thinking of various ways of getting there and what to do and how to stay there... It was to cost-maximize but just then, I thought of what my coach told me. Not to think too much!
The plan we made out was that I leave from Suwon to Changwon which is about 3hours bus distant from Busan. Meet my friend at Changwon and we watch the Asian Cup Finals at a restaurant having dinner. On Sunday we skip church and go around Busan city and on Monday morning, he heads back to his home which is a bus distance from Busan and I take a train back to Suwon.
Mom seemed a bit disappointed that I will be missing during Asian Cup finals. She wanted the whole family to be watching it together outside at some bar to celebrate Korea being on Finals. Placing friend than family as prior choice.. mom seemed little bit disappointed... while I need some money from mom for my travel expenses as I secretly get football tuition and mom would think that I have enough money for travel costs..
It's another night and my thoughts are now somewhat full of her.. Eun Sun. Like how I'd said yesterday, I do not like her as a girl but really want to make good friends with her.. And going for work tomorrow could be a good choice so I can push on to make greater friendship with her... I feel really thankful for her.. as she likes to talk to me.. and wants to talk to me... I feel so thankful for someone who does that... How many would do that.. The whole day on the bike journey was full of thinking how I can get closer to her.. althoug the solution was to think simple and just be myself...
Tomorrow I'm back to work.. It's pretty fast but I'm ready. First thought is to treat the kids nice.. Other stuff.. I leave it to myself. Hope I can have great time at work tomorrow.
Goodnight...
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