Midnight in Suwon - Epilogue

The 95days of my journey in Korea had ended...

A vibrant one.. that numerous things happened... caused me to learn... and leave memories.. at..

Putting behind all those memories...

Left the Incheon Airport on the 15th March.. 9:35 am.

Leaving.... seeing dad's face... the person who didn't say much but only held my hands and saying I should try my best...

Don't you forget that please... Youngsub..

Leaving to Singapore...

Unlike how anyone would guess about my feelings when I'm leaving for Singapore...

I didn't feel sad that I was leaving my hometown or excited about getting back to Singapore..

The only clear thought that came to me was that I was feeling like I was going back to my hometown...

Staying for 6years in here... thsi place... has somewhat become my 2nd hometown... a more familiar place to me...

Getting down from the long journey and reaching the Changi Airport at 6:30 pm local time... I was such lucky person to have friends gretting me... and shouting at me when I was far away from the gate taking out my luggage from the belts.

5 people.. Wee Chuan.. Jing Heng.. Zach.. Jeremiah.. and Rashvin... came out to airport to welcome me back... screaming and shouting  .. making noise like how they usually were..

It's pretty hmm... amazing...

that they love me..

I do not feel comfortable when I'm with them...like totally comfortable although I like them..

I can't be fully of myself... can't make jokes like how I usually do.. and couldn't say out my opinions propery...

they would indeed know about this too..

but it's just so weird... or amazing..

that they like me so much..

I'm so thankful for them..

They always come out or send me out to airport when I'm to leave far...

Always ask me when am I coming back.. and my whereabouts...

Asking me out for dinner and meet-ups so often...

I feel so thankful for them...

Treated them a meal at McDonalds as four fingers was full with people..

Zach wasn't happy about it so he didn't eat anything at Mc.

Took lots of photos with Rashvin's DSLR.

Got home.. taking cab.. and reached at my new place of stay...

Feeling... that I"m home...

Not because Iam at a house but... because of the air I breathe in.. and the surroundings I see at...

The 94 days of journey in Korea... that somewhat.. was a journey to prepare myself for now.... have gone..

Now I'm left with the new phase of my life in a University..

Hopefully and... I feel... that those 94days.. were a beautiful ones..

Although all past memories does..

Leaving some regreets.. like... how'd I wished.. I had treated mom better... missing mom and dad...

Orientation began.. and was busy finding houses and meeting up with friends...

Friends.. move on...in life.. like all people do.. and now like all of them do... I have the chance.. to finally walk a step.

Shall we... walk this step together? ... Youngsub?

Goodnight.....

Midnight in Suwon - Day 94 (Last Midnight...)

94th night today..

I mean...

The last night..

The very last night.. of this long journey of close to 100 days..

Came back here... under the depressed heart of failure..

Sorry to parents.. packed all my stuff... got back.. for a vacation that wasn't like a vacation..

Living in the intense tension... only having a lonely face..

finding a way out through leaving...and escaping home.. by resorting to libraries...

Worked.. part-time jobs.. to earn my own living..

Going through part-time jobs in Korea for the first time...

Got to learn to work like Koreans..

Left for a holiday to Busan.. meeting my old friend.. Jae Yeon... having a day out... meeting several people like Jun.. Hee Jin teacher..pastor.. Heo Chan teacher.. Sam..and Hyun Woo...

Time passed.. and I began to find a way out through exercise and part-time jobs..

Screamed in happiness for passing the job interview... got a regular work till end of Feb..

Used the money I earned to register myself for football coaching.... gymming.. and all the daily expenses..

Things were getting better ... living her was getting better....

which meant that I was living under less tension... and loosing myself out..

Got scolded and nagged often by mom about it..

Working in this Larva exhibition..

I actually got to experience a lot.. in all aspects..

Got to see all the people of my age.. and of my age groups.. went out with them for dinners.. made good friends with them..

And of course.. learned a lot by getting scolded big time... by the bosses... for I was so rude and clumsy..

Learned a lot... and thank for all the scoldings and all the people I've met there.

Work ended end Feb.. and the result of my SIM application came out.. and began preparing myself for the leave... Back To Singapore..

Had some errors on the way.. with parents and other stuffs..

But managed to settle all the matters before I am about to leave today..

Going out to the Seoul City Tour bus... thinking through my journey..

Realized.. and learned that .. I was such happy guy.. to learn the differenes from the Korean people who were just raised up in here.. learn the differences and see the differences in a delightful manner..

Thanks so much for people I've met.. in this place..

Learned to drink with people.. all the manners.. and my drinking capability extended too..by drinking often..

Nagged... for so often for meeitng friends... and for drinking too often..

but I guess... that's not what I am supposed to get mad about it but to believe that this is what I was supposed to go through..

Today... the last day in here..

wanted to end it... at the place I had started..

Packed my stuff.. and rushed to the library..

Printed out all the stuff.. prepared myself to be back in Sg..

and watched the movie 'Midnight in Paris'.. which was the motive of this blog's name.

Had to leave for Suwon MRT station to meet Jun for the last time..

Meeting him there... we bought chicken and beer to have them while watching the football match today..

It was between Suwon and Incheon

there were some star players to look at like Yeom Ki hoon.. Lee Chun Soo.. Kim In Sung and etc..

K-league being somewhat not that popular among the local fans.. the presence of the star players were the best catalysis to call up the fans.

When the match ended.. we took the bus back to Suwon station..

Talking to him..

I mean.. just being with him.. is just as pleasant..

We bid a farewell at the Suwon mrt station... and when he was leaving and facing front to the escalator.. realized that it was the last time... I am seeing him for the next two years...

Jun.. the friend that I had spent all life in there.. The best friend I can share all my problems...

Spending the weekends together at my house..

Cooking noodles together..

Sleeping together..and all..

My soulmate.. but as I do know that there are starts and ends to every meet-ups.... I'm alright..

Hope... I can last forever with this friend I have..

Got back home...

shopped some present for the people I was thankful of..

and got back home to leave for the family dinner..

My family was to meet grandparents and the 2nd eldest uncle. The uncle wanted to treat us the dinner before I had left...

Had a dinner and ate some fruits at grandpa's house..

Got back home.. packed all the luggages..

checked my phone and friends from the Tension group..those pegasus group.. Zach rash.. jingheng and few of them were coming to fetch me at the airport.. More like a gather-up in a long time..

I frankly am not so close to them.. But I do love them and appreciate them..

No matter how close we are or friendly we are to each other... they welcome me...

Thanks so much for having them.. Hope I can get closer with them in a soon time..

Surfing through and writing my last diary of this Korea journey...

Dad called me a while to give me a drink..

Dad talked about doing well but emphasized on treating the youngers or the lower people well..

and mom talked about me doing well in school most importantly.. holding my hands..

Cheers.. and bottomed up the cup..

And now.. I'm typing my last story of here..

All ready for leave...

Hope..

I am well prepared.

for Singapore..

be it.. materialistically..or mentally..

Goodnight..

Midnight in Suwon - Day 93

93rd night..

Counting on it..

the last day is coming..

two more days to go..

tomorrow will be the last day I'm spending a night in Korea..

Have a proper plan tomorrow... hope the busy schedule tomorrow goes well..

Got up in the morning around 8am in thoughts..

What type of hairstyle should I get... thinking and thinking..

As I had made reservation to the hairshop to get my hair done today.. I was choosing photos of celebrities to follow the hairstyle. And of course.. it included my favourite star Lee Jong suk.

Packed my bag and left for gym.. The atmosphere between mom and I were still as bad. Mom was angry for me buying too many clothes..  I guess... I was quite in an intense mode tooo.. as I was stressed too much from the countless decision making process I had to endure these few days for choosing clothes. Got down to the gym to actually bathe. When it was 10:15.. I left for the hair shop. Thought through what kind of hairstyle I wanted and explained to the barber. It was my favourite shop that I used to go in this area so I trusted them. But today... the auntie that used to cut my hair didn't cut for me. The new designer took in charge of me.. But still.. As she was the disciple of her.. I trusted my precious hair to her..

Showing all the photos that I had brought and consulting her about my hair.. Decided to get my perm.. really hard. Cos my hair that was permed strongly the last time.. It went back a few days later.. So I'd thought that I should get it done really hard this time so it won't go back so fast. I was pretty nervous to trust her with my hair.. seeing her dropping her equipments so often..  keep asking me whether should she cut more and all... and when all the liquor medicines dropped on my face..

Time passed fast.. and the perm was done... Washing my hair off.. saw myself on the mirror... to see a fool.. Sigh.

I looked one hell of a stupid. Wouldn't say so badly of myself but I looked like wearing a wig or sth... Really just looked like those Korean middle school kids who wanted to disobey..

Damnnnn..

That wasn't what I wanted.....

I couldn't show disappointments as she was proud of her work..

Paid my precious 68000 won... and left the shop.. I dropped by at the toilet to keep checking my hair... Ha...

I was confused of what to do .. .really.. Suddenly lost all my confidence and got down to the nearest mall..

There was one thing I had to buy..

Walking around... bought a jumper and watched a movie called, Whiplash..

it was quite sleepy towards the end.. that I woke up to realize that I fell asleep towards the end of the movie..

Quickly left the cinema to meet my cousin. The three of us .. the Lee family the cousins were supposed to meet on our own without the parents. It was the first time us meeting in this group as we always met with our parents. The 2nd oldest cousin left earlier as he had to go for an Emergency room. He is a nurse. We all expected things to be awkward between him and I. Only two of us. I only saw him in 7 years and having an age gap of  8 years... it was supposed to be awkward. we Didn't talk much when we were in a family gathering too. However.. things were different. There were times we had a silent moment but never awkward at all. He treated me a really nice meal.. Treating me ribs.. and only two of us ate and he had to pay like 170000 won... Wow... Really super expensive.. I asked whether he was okay and he said he was alright.

We dropped by at the nearby coffee shop to sip a coffee.. as we were talking.. we realized that there were some commonalities among us..which was football. Never knew he liked football.. As he was a genius who went to Seoul university and now working at the National Weapon Improvemnt institution some stuff..

The conversation flew real smooth after knowing each other's common interest..

We talked for long... and it was the closing time for the cafe that we began to leave each other.

It was pleasure seeing him.. and there are many I want to learn from him..

His pleasing atttitude..

I do not know why but whenever i drink.. I always think of calling Eun Sun..

And even today.. I plucked the courage to call her.. Didn't think much before calling and called her up. As usual. she was always delightful..

Talking to her... so pleasing... Even when I reached home.. I moved my bike back towards the other direction to talk with her longer..

I like her a lot..

Although I can't love her... we don't match .. and several things are different.. but I do like her as a friend.. A very nice friend... although it will be hard to draw the line between friends and further than that..

Got back home.. and it was the start of mom's nagging time. Nagged about my hair.. nagged that I hadn't packed my bag and all.. I should think that I will begin to miss all these... THen.. things would be better..

Tomorrow will be a library day... with meeting Jun at Suwon.

Thank God that I am given an opportunity to see him again..

Hope all things go well tomorrow

Goodnight...

Midnight in Suwon - Day 92

92nd night..

A bit rushing.. thanks to mom.

Gotta say thanks to mom.. not many days left..

Living so many days of blaming each other.. what have I left..

Although I do not like living under someone's pressure after living so free.. I guess. this is what life is supposed to be.. Getting scolded for getting home late from someone.. always get nagged for sth by mom... Guess this was what life has supposed to be...

Got up early in the morning .. to find out what I should do today.. I was supposed to meet my Musical teacher, her husband and my teacher Heo Chan at Myungdong to watch a show at 7pm but that left a big gap between the time I finished football and till the show time. I kept thinking what I should do.. and thought that I should go and take the Seoul city tour.

Got to the football center under mom's nag till the doorstep. She wasn't happy with all things I do.

Of course.. my mood wasn't good.. but what makes myself stronger was to withstand it.. Even knowing that... it was still hard getting things through.. Training achievements were not as successful although my body was light today. Had done a hard physical training... and did a while of individual work and bid a farewell to the coaches.. Hope I can fly in Singapore.. for the efforts I'd put in in there...

I first.. went to the bank to check my bank balance.. There was 360000 won left and I was pretty much surprised as I had thought that I had spent more than that..

Straight away..  I went to the nearest department store.. not for myself.. but to buy gift for mom and dad. Had a lunch at Popeyes to think what I would want to get for dad and mom. Thought that buying a belt for dad was the best choice. He always complained that he doens't have a belt during family occassion when he had to wear those suit. For mom... I remembered mom complaining she doesn't have enough underwears... Decided to buy that.. clapped for myself for a quick decision and left for shopping time. Each time I was purchasing.. they asked me who was it for and always praised me for being such a good son.. buying gifts for parents. . and doing so well in studies to get into a uni... My info is too shallow to know best of myself...

Left the mall after having a quick look on the jumpers I wanted to get.. Just checked out the price so I can consider it at home..

Leaving the place.. I got to the gym only to bathe. After a quick bathe.. I took on the train to Gwanghwamoon to take the Seoul City Tour Bus. It was an hour and a half bus journey. It didn't stop throughout and was just touring around those popular places in Seoul. All the famous places.. The first thought that came to me... was this.. That...

During this 3 months of staying in Korea.. though I deny... I have become somewhat different from the Korean people.. Those who were raised up only in Korea.. I have become a different person... Different culture from them.. And I was so thankful..to learn this .. in a delightful manner with good people ...

Looking at those sceneries... many thoughts came in and out.. including my first relationship in Singapore....

The journey was done ... somewhat quick.. and left to Myungdong to meet them. Heo Chan was there first and the rest were coming late. As the others told us that they will really be late.. we went into a restauratn to have our meal first. He and I had chicken rib for dinner. It was one of my favourite food and something that I would reallly crave when I'm back there. Being alone with him.. is always never weird. We may have silence times but it is always not awkward.. Him.. to my life.. is a touching person.. He was the one who sought me out... when I was trying to hide myself from the world and trying to veil myself into the darkness...  He was there to listen to my stories.. and cry together with me.. He is the symbol .. of tears... to me...

Musical teacher and her husband joined a while later and it was always pleasure talking to them. Always had so much laughter.. and all. There were not much time for talk though.. as the show was about to start soon. The show time was super long.. like 2hour and 20mins. It was a play that was somewhat for adults.. not because it included obscenities but like.. included political issues.. and messages.. it was hard for me to get that I was a bit sleepy through... I couldn't really get the message of the story in the end... due to the so much messages inside.. but it was such meaningful experience to watch this show. Talking about the show with my musical teacher after the show.... Counting for the farewell time..

It was already 10:30 and was too late for a coffee time.. Farewell is always sad for me.. I wouldn't meet them for long time... I love them... But I'm used to this new encounters and farewells...

Bid a goodbye ..and took the train with Heo Chan teacher as he was living nearby me. Had another pleausrable conversation with him talking about his wonderful uni life.

Got back home.. and was already 12 am in the midnight.. Unlike how I had thought.. mom wasn't sleeping.. sis was up too.. just that dad was sleeping..

Mom nagged like usual.. and I just took it as sth that every mom does..

AFter thinking that way.. it was easy to accept..

It's just sad that I have to quickly write this diary as I'm in pressure for mom's nag..

Tomorrow will be another wonderful day..

Good night...

Midnight in Suwon - Day 91

There is this.. little dot that remains on my conscience..

This feeling....

Like as if the meat that you had eaten for dinner ... is stuck at your teeth..

Ha..

Should have bought a white color tee instead of navy..

Damnnnn

Woke up early in the morning like 8:20. I read all the articles.. sports news... replied back to all the messages.. and was hoping.. in a mere hope that Eun Sun would get back to me.. She was supposed to see me today as today was Wednesday.

However.. her tone the day before was like such that she can hardly find the time.

I was really hoping.. that she can find a time for me... Because it was always my pleasure talking with her... talking to her... seeing her smiles....no actualy..hearing her smiles..

We only got to get closer through phone.. We were close too when we were working and meeting up but not that close. It was only when I took up the courage to text her and call her on the phone..

However... both of us know we are unfated.. I am leaving and she is staying.. Even if I do get back the country Calls me ... for a duty.. I can't be so irresponsible to leave a girl like that..

Hope.. I can turn into a free body.. that can get a girlfriend..without so much responsibilities in me..

It is ridiculous.. as this was what I had actually wanted before.. Being alone.. When I was in relationship..I missed so badly of being alone.. Being free.. And being single... so I can do things all things that  I wanted to without any restrictions... However now... I guess.. I want love...when I shouldn't be..

Waited for mom to get home when she had left to take her Birth Certificate for her Uni submission. I had to scan it for her and upload it to her website.

It was already 9:26 when I left for football. I was thinking of parking my bike at the nearby MRT station and take the train to the football center but I thought.. maybe... I can make it. I took an hour getting there.. at the first time I go.. and after getting used.. I took about slightly more than 40 minutes.. 40 Minutes was not given for me for today. I only left 34 minutes before the class began.
I rushed all the way disregarding the traffic lights. Rushing like a mad dog and when I saw my phone to check the time when I reached. It was 9:54. 6 minutes before the lesson began. I had already reached. I was given more than enough time for warm-up.

Although on the way .. my thoughts were messed up with whether should I refund this clothes or that.. I decided to put my mind all into football.. Just football.. What's my aim today? I want to show improvement from yesterday's training achievements.. What's my training goal today? I want to practice the parts that I was insufficent during the training time on my individual training time.

Having these goals.. I was much lighter in my steps.. and performed way better than how I had done the day before. And realized the importance of making a football blog. Just for football.. So I can record what I had learned and keep reviewing to remind myself.

Had done a 30 mins of individual training and rushed to the library for mom's scanning work. On the way.. I dropped by at my bank to see whether mom had sent in the money. The money wasn't there.. I was bit surprised..as mom told me she would. I was getting my payment from work late at 20th March so didn't have the money to spend before I left. Mom promised to send me the money first and I just return to her when I get my work payments..  I smsed mom why she had not put in the money..

I had a light meal of Kimchi Fried Rice.. and got to the library to settle mom's stuff.. Took me an hour and when I got back to the gym it was already 3pm. Considering the time I needed to spend buying clothes and refunding.. it wasn't enough time.. considering how indecisive I was. However... preparing for my shopping today the day before.. the process was smoooth. I knew what I wanted to buy and all things were smooth. Because.. today I had gone to another mall that was nearby the one I used to go. Just had that thought when I was about to go to the mall that I used to go. There were more brands in here and made me regret somewhat that why didn't I come here first in the first place. There were more people coming to this mall too so less attentions were given up to me. Like my normal routine.. I checked out all the shops in this mall. And listed out what I wanted to buy. Bought three t-shirt, one checkered t, and a jean. At normal speed, it should have taken me three days to buy all these. However, with proper checking of the lists I wanted to buy.. and putting priorities in what I had wanted to buy. Things were done fast and less indecisive too. I was so satisfied with today's shopping.

However the only thing ... Ha.. is that I just feel that buying a navy shirt is nice.. but white shirt with me was fine too .. and especially if it was a Guess shirt.. I really should have bought a white one.. because..

because of this University guy in the movie called 'Gunchukhakgaeron' wears that guess shirt inside the checkered tee... That looks so much like a Uni student.. wearing that.. Ha... Sigh....

Another night.. will be in ponder whether should I go and get it changed to a white one or not...

Goodnight...

Midnight in Suwon - Day 90

90th day..

Can feel.. by the number..

9 on its 10th digit.

Can see how close I am to mark a dot to this long journey that began last winter.

Spring has come.. and under the lights that are shoning through the trees..

I'm ready to go..

with shopping again! :)

Got up .. and was confused.. due to the complicated timetable I have with friends.

Eun Sun was supposed to remind me whether is she going to see me on Tuesday or Wednesday but she didn't give me any message.

After playing football.. I contacted Jun to tell him that  I will see him today as I wasn't seeing Eun Sun today. He didn't give me any reply.. nor did he leave any message through Kakao Talk although it was shown that he had read the messages.. I wasn't aware of what's going on so packed my things and left to the gym after a lunch at the Suwon station..

Not many days were left.. it wasn't time for me to think of proper diets..but to think of what I crave.. so I wouldn't crave it so much when I'm back there. Ate a Kimchi soup.. which I always eat but still remain as my favourite.

Got to the gym but was really lazy for it. In my head.. was only the complicated schedule that was going on.. and the shopping schedule after gymming. I even thought of skipping the gym schedule as I would prefer that so I can have longer time to shop and even catch a movie if possible.

However... I wouldn't even feel as happy when I'm shopping without having to do a proper set of gym. I was already unsatisfied with the morning's football session as it didn't show much improvements..

Did a slight gymming and left for the mall.

The first mission was to choose the Hoodie zip-up. I had thought the day before that I would want to buy one that suits well with my training pants which is a grey color. However.. I had this dream of wearing grey pants and grey hoodies... Like .. that was how the idols wore..

However.. when I wore like that.. I looked like one hell of a Teletubbies..

The grey Teletubby.

I tried all other colors but couldn't give up the dream of having this grey hoodie..

It was 3:30 pm when I had reached the mall..

and talking of my indecisiveness that include the worker recognising my face and all ... its' just too long and dizzy to talk about it.

Took me 7 hours to choose a hoodie zip-up..

I thought that the one at Polham looked good so I bought one hoodiezipup and couldn't just go home like that as it was already closing time so I just bought a collar shirt and a long-sleeved T-shirt.

Sigh.. man.. why am I so indecisive.. really..

Why don't I have a single shopping techniques.. taking damn long time everytime.. shitzz...

The closing ments were out as soon as I purchased it. It was already 8pm..

Got back home.. and mom wasn't happy with my shopping attitude either. She didn't like it.

Had a dinner... and while I was surfing.. Hyun Woo called me up.

He was with Sam for the Tuesday night praying service and called me to ask about when I was leaving..

Had a delightful conversation.. ALways love talking with friends...

And also thought that... Wow.. They are even spending their twenties at church... this is really great... really a commendable achievement.... I should rethink about how to spend my twenties too..

That gave me a lesson.. and I'm looking forward for the next day..

I'm supposed to meet Eun Sun but I wouldn't know as she hasn't give me any reply yet..

Another busy day tomorrow... although it will be all filled myself.. Thank God for life..and..

Goodnight...

Midnight in Suwon - Day 89

The night is young and cold..

Keep thinking and thinking.. of settling the meet-up schedules..

I'm going crazy under this happy encounter of having so many appointments with people..

Got up really late in the morning around 9:22.

I was already late for football.

Like.. if I start moving then, I would have reached when it was like 10:10.

I moved briskly to pack my stuff and move out.

Mom woke up.. and asked me to meet her later as she was going to some shopping mall at the football center I was going to. She didn't know that I was going to football center so asked me to take a bus there.

She thought that I will be going to the gym.

It was unavoidable.. and I was quite tired from the 8 hours of shopping yesterday. Having all these excuses.. I decided to give myself a one day break from football..

Having a heavy breakfast since long time.. I surfed around the internet to see guys' style of wearing clothes. as I was to go to the shopping mall later for the second round of shopping and to refund one of the training pants I had bought yesterday. Just then.. I realized the mall I had gone to yesterday was not opening today. Damnnnn

I had to change all my plan ...

Then.. I asked whether Jun was free today.. Hoping to see him before I leave.. and thought today was the day.

He told me he was at the dental office. That actually stroke me of what I should be doing today!

I needed to go to the dental office for a scaling service. I was 21 year-old and was given insurance for my scaling service. Decided to go gym and meet my mom at the dental office for scaling.

As the reservation was full till 3pm.. we decided to have a lunch at nearby and come back later around 3pm.

We went to the Buddajigae restaurant that was just across the traffic light.. That restauratn.. the place I had always desired to go... Retaining in Korea for O-levels... on the bike or on my foot.. waiting for the traffic light to turn green.... Looking at the sights and the restaurants.. that Buddajigae shop looked... really delicious.. And finally I was going there today..

After a meal.. went back to the dental office had my scaling done. Unlike how I had thought.. it wasn't painful at all. So luckily.. cos I brought mom to the hospital with me as I was worried I will cry.

After the service.. the dentist told me that I will need to put on braces as my teeth wasn't proper..

Told mom about what I've heard and she didn't really care much about it.. as putting on braces was really expensive.

We stopped by at the mart to buy the ingredients for dinner and got back home..

Mom lied down as soon as she reached home. She got sick from the cold winds that was blowing outside..

She thought that it would be a weather like spring and wore spring clothes..but the weather today was like no other winter weathers...

Mom got fever and cold... I was tired from today's workout and fell asleep too.

When I woke up.. mom had already prepared dinner..

Ate the dinner and mom lied down again.

I went out to buy some beverage medicines for her.. while calling Jae Yeon on the phone..

It was nice walking outside at night..

Much better than just staying at home..

Although I was nagged for only buying one bottle..I was still proud that I had done sth for her.

Then.. began the dilemma of me.

I couldn't settle which day I should meet my friends and all.. so complicated..

Having not much time.. didn't know how to manage them.

Although I do have a blueprint of it.. don't really know how well it would work out to be.

Tomorrow..by the plan.. I should go football..gym.. and shop at the Lotte mall and meet Jun before reaching home.

Hope for another great day tomorrow.

Goodnight..