92nd night..
A bit rushing.. thanks to mom.
Gotta say thanks to mom.. not many days left..
Living so many days of blaming each other.. what have I left..
Although I do not like living under someone's pressure after living so free.. I guess. this is what life is supposed to be.. Getting scolded for getting home late from someone.. always get nagged for sth by mom... Guess this was what life has supposed to be...
Got up early in the morning .. to find out what I should do today.. I was supposed to meet my Musical teacher, her husband and my teacher Heo Chan at Myungdong to watch a show at 7pm but that left a big gap between the time I finished football and till the show time. I kept thinking what I should do.. and thought that I should go and take the Seoul city tour.
Got to the football center under mom's nag till the doorstep. She wasn't happy with all things I do.
Of course.. my mood wasn't good.. but what makes myself stronger was to withstand it.. Even knowing that... it was still hard getting things through.. Training achievements were not as successful although my body was light today. Had done a hard physical training... and did a while of individual work and bid a farewell to the coaches.. Hope I can fly in Singapore.. for the efforts I'd put in in there...
I first.. went to the bank to check my bank balance.. There was 360000 won left and I was pretty much surprised as I had thought that I had spent more than that..
Straight away.. I went to the nearest department store.. not for myself.. but to buy gift for mom and dad. Had a lunch at Popeyes to think what I would want to get for dad and mom. Thought that buying a belt for dad was the best choice. He always complained that he doens't have a belt during family occassion when he had to wear those suit. For mom... I remembered mom complaining she doesn't have enough underwears... Decided to buy that.. clapped for myself for a quick decision and left for shopping time. Each time I was purchasing.. they asked me who was it for and always praised me for being such a good son.. buying gifts for parents. . and doing so well in studies to get into a uni... My info is too shallow to know best of myself...
Left the mall after having a quick look on the jumpers I wanted to get.. Just checked out the price so I can consider it at home..
Leaving the place.. I got to the gym only to bathe. After a quick bathe.. I took on the train to Gwanghwamoon to take the Seoul City Tour Bus. It was an hour and a half bus journey. It didn't stop throughout and was just touring around those popular places in Seoul. All the famous places.. The first thought that came to me... was this.. That...
During this 3 months of staying in Korea.. though I deny... I have become somewhat different from the Korean people.. Those who were raised up only in Korea.. I have become a different person... Different culture from them.. And I was so thankful..to learn this .. in a delightful manner with good people ...
Looking at those sceneries... many thoughts came in and out.. including my first relationship in Singapore....
The journey was done ... somewhat quick.. and left to Myungdong to meet them. Heo Chan was there first and the rest were coming late. As the others told us that they will really be late.. we went into a restauratn to have our meal first. He and I had chicken rib for dinner. It was one of my favourite food and something that I would reallly crave when I'm back there. Being alone with him.. is always never weird. We may have silence times but it is always not awkward.. Him.. to my life.. is a touching person.. He was the one who sought me out... when I was trying to hide myself from the world and trying to veil myself into the darkness... He was there to listen to my stories.. and cry together with me.. He is the symbol .. of tears... to me...
Musical teacher and her husband joined a while later and it was always pleasure talking to them. Always had so much laughter.. and all. There were not much time for talk though.. as the show was about to start soon. The show time was super long.. like 2hour and 20mins. It was a play that was somewhat for adults.. not because it included obscenities but like.. included political issues.. and messages.. it was hard for me to get that I was a bit sleepy through... I couldn't really get the message of the story in the end... due to the so much messages inside.. but it was such meaningful experience to watch this show. Talking about the show with my musical teacher after the show.... Counting for the farewell time..
It was already 10:30 and was too late for a coffee time.. Farewell is always sad for me.. I wouldn't meet them for long time... I love them... But I'm used to this new encounters and farewells...
Bid a goodbye ..and took the train with Heo Chan teacher as he was living nearby me. Had another pleausrable conversation with him talking about his wonderful uni life.
Got back home.. and was already 12 am in the midnight.. Unlike how I had thought.. mom wasn't sleeping.. sis was up too.. just that dad was sleeping..
Mom nagged like usual.. and I just took it as sth that every mom does..
AFter thinking that way.. it was easy to accept..
It's just sad that I have to quickly write this diary as I'm in pressure for mom's nag..
Tomorrow will be another wonderful day..
Good night...
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