Midnight in Suwon - Epilogue

The 95days of my journey in Korea had ended...

A vibrant one.. that numerous things happened... caused me to learn... and leave memories.. at..

Putting behind all those memories...

Left the Incheon Airport on the 15th March.. 9:35 am.

Leaving.... seeing dad's face... the person who didn't say much but only held my hands and saying I should try my best...

Don't you forget that please... Youngsub..

Leaving to Singapore...

Unlike how anyone would guess about my feelings when I'm leaving for Singapore...

I didn't feel sad that I was leaving my hometown or excited about getting back to Singapore..

The only clear thought that came to me was that I was feeling like I was going back to my hometown...

Staying for 6years in here... thsi place... has somewhat become my 2nd hometown... a more familiar place to me...

Getting down from the long journey and reaching the Changi Airport at 6:30 pm local time... I was such lucky person to have friends gretting me... and shouting at me when I was far away from the gate taking out my luggage from the belts.

5 people.. Wee Chuan.. Jing Heng.. Zach.. Jeremiah.. and Rashvin... came out to airport to welcome me back... screaming and shouting  .. making noise like how they usually were..

It's pretty hmm... amazing...

that they love me..

I do not feel comfortable when I'm with them...like totally comfortable although I like them..

I can't be fully of myself... can't make jokes like how I usually do.. and couldn't say out my opinions propery...

they would indeed know about this too..

but it's just so weird... or amazing..

that they like me so much..

I'm so thankful for them..

They always come out or send me out to airport when I'm to leave far...

Always ask me when am I coming back.. and my whereabouts...

Asking me out for dinner and meet-ups so often...

I feel so thankful for them...

Treated them a meal at McDonalds as four fingers was full with people..

Zach wasn't happy about it so he didn't eat anything at Mc.

Took lots of photos with Rashvin's DSLR.

Got home.. taking cab.. and reached at my new place of stay...

Feeling... that I"m home...

Not because Iam at a house but... because of the air I breathe in.. and the surroundings I see at...

The 94 days of journey in Korea... that somewhat.. was a journey to prepare myself for now.... have gone..

Now I'm left with the new phase of my life in a University..

Hopefully and... I feel... that those 94days.. were a beautiful ones..

Although all past memories does..

Leaving some regreets.. like... how'd I wished.. I had treated mom better... missing mom and dad...

Orientation began.. and was busy finding houses and meeting up with friends...

Friends.. move on...in life.. like all people do.. and now like all of them do... I have the chance.. to finally walk a step.

Shall we... walk this step together? ... Youngsub?

Goodnight.....