Midnight in Suwon - Day 94 (Last Midnight...)

94th night today..

I mean...

The last night..

The very last night.. of this long journey of close to 100 days..

Came back here... under the depressed heart of failure..

Sorry to parents.. packed all my stuff... got back.. for a vacation that wasn't like a vacation..

Living in the intense tension... only having a lonely face..

finding a way out through leaving...and escaping home.. by resorting to libraries...

Worked.. part-time jobs.. to earn my own living..

Going through part-time jobs in Korea for the first time...

Got to learn to work like Koreans..

Left for a holiday to Busan.. meeting my old friend.. Jae Yeon... having a day out... meeting several people like Jun.. Hee Jin teacher..pastor.. Heo Chan teacher.. Sam..and Hyun Woo...

Time passed.. and I began to find a way out through exercise and part-time jobs..

Screamed in happiness for passing the job interview... got a regular work till end of Feb..

Used the money I earned to register myself for football coaching.... gymming.. and all the daily expenses..

Things were getting better ... living her was getting better....

which meant that I was living under less tension... and loosing myself out..

Got scolded and nagged often by mom about it..

Working in this Larva exhibition..

I actually got to experience a lot.. in all aspects..

Got to see all the people of my age.. and of my age groups.. went out with them for dinners.. made good friends with them..

And of course.. learned a lot by getting scolded big time... by the bosses... for I was so rude and clumsy..

Learned a lot... and thank for all the scoldings and all the people I've met there.

Work ended end Feb.. and the result of my SIM application came out.. and began preparing myself for the leave... Back To Singapore..

Had some errors on the way.. with parents and other stuffs..

But managed to settle all the matters before I am about to leave today..

Going out to the Seoul City Tour bus... thinking through my journey..

Realized.. and learned that .. I was such happy guy.. to learn the differenes from the Korean people who were just raised up in here.. learn the differences and see the differences in a delightful manner..

Thanks so much for people I've met.. in this place..

Learned to drink with people.. all the manners.. and my drinking capability extended too..by drinking often..

Nagged... for so often for meeitng friends... and for drinking too often..

but I guess... that's not what I am supposed to get mad about it but to believe that this is what I was supposed to go through..

Today... the last day in here..

wanted to end it... at the place I had started..

Packed my stuff.. and rushed to the library..

Printed out all the stuff.. prepared myself to be back in Sg..

and watched the movie 'Midnight in Paris'.. which was the motive of this blog's name.

Had to leave for Suwon MRT station to meet Jun for the last time..

Meeting him there... we bought chicken and beer to have them while watching the football match today..

It was between Suwon and Incheon

there were some star players to look at like Yeom Ki hoon.. Lee Chun Soo.. Kim In Sung and etc..

K-league being somewhat not that popular among the local fans.. the presence of the star players were the best catalysis to call up the fans.

When the match ended.. we took the bus back to Suwon station..

Talking to him..

I mean.. just being with him.. is just as pleasant..

We bid a farewell at the Suwon mrt station... and when he was leaving and facing front to the escalator.. realized that it was the last time... I am seeing him for the next two years...

Jun.. the friend that I had spent all life in there.. The best friend I can share all my problems...

Spending the weekends together at my house..

Cooking noodles together..

Sleeping together..and all..

My soulmate.. but as I do know that there are starts and ends to every meet-ups.... I'm alright..

Hope... I can last forever with this friend I have..

Got back home...

shopped some present for the people I was thankful of..

and got back home to leave for the family dinner..

My family was to meet grandparents and the 2nd eldest uncle. The uncle wanted to treat us the dinner before I had left...

Had a dinner and ate some fruits at grandpa's house..

Got back home.. packed all the luggages..

checked my phone and friends from the Tension group..those pegasus group.. Zach rash.. jingheng and few of them were coming to fetch me at the airport.. More like a gather-up in a long time..

I frankly am not so close to them.. But I do love them and appreciate them..

No matter how close we are or friendly we are to each other... they welcome me...

Thanks so much for having them.. Hope I can get closer with them in a soon time..

Surfing through and writing my last diary of this Korea journey...

Dad called me a while to give me a drink..

Dad talked about doing well but emphasized on treating the youngers or the lower people well..

and mom talked about me doing well in school most importantly.. holding my hands..

Cheers.. and bottomed up the cup..

And now.. I'm typing my last story of here..

All ready for leave...

Hope..

I am well prepared.

for Singapore..

be it.. materialistically..or mentally..

Goodnight..