The 50th night in here..
Bit confused or what... cos of the things that happened in the later end of the day maybe..
But overall... it was kind of a good day.. considering what had happened in work today..
Woke up in the silence again this morning... I didn't want to wake mom up.. The alaram only hit dad's sleep and woke him up. He was bit surprised that I had to get up at this time and asked me where I was going. I prepared my own breakfast by taking just corn flakes and left for work not waking mom up. She was into sleep so peacefully that I didn't want to wake her up... Looking so tired didn't want to break her sleep..
It was another cold day but of course.. comparatively better than yesterday.. Rushed to the gym in the dawn. Today was the earliest time I left for gym. I got up at 5:30 and left house when it was only 6am. Reached gym at 6:10. I had about an hour and a half to workout and build my body. Had a routinely gym work that made me kinda satisfied as when I saw my body shape on the mirror, my stomach was not popping like how it was yesterday. Bathed and left for work. Seeing the people who are walking slowly to the MRT... I felt like this place.. gym.. has become some sort of my house place.. Where I bathe and like the first place to leave in the sunrise.
On the way to work.. there were a few thoughts... due to what had happened yesterday.. but I remained strong... like really... I remembered what I promised to myself in the diary yesterday... to have the right heart... have the right hard-working attitude and to have that smiles on.. The three haves... And I knew.. having a positive attitude towards work and all the scoldings, I can at last grow to become a better person at last.. That gave me the courage..
Reachedwork and I nvr felt nervous at all. More like i was accepting the challenge of the work. I began to have that serious face on when work began. At least when I was doing work, I wanted to be super serious at it and do it best. Not making mistakes and causing troubles to other people.
Throughout the day of work there were so many things happend that I can't rmb all but one is that I spilled my colleague's coffee that was on the table and had to clean it up.. and got scolded for not doing the work properly.. not doing the work quickly and a lot of stuff but after all those that happened.. showing a bright positive attitude and trying to accept other's words... actually made me feel that.. I was strong... Reamining strong... I felt.. having this postiive attitude was really important.
And for Eun Sun... I did have quite a few chance talking to her and I feel happy that I made her laugh. Regardless of my stupidity made her laugh or what.. I just feel happy to make someone laugh.. Making other people laugh... is the happiest thing in my life... having a dream as a comedian few years back.. I always feel happy. to make others laugh... and to put smiles on their faces..
When the work ended, I was kinda dismissed about 30mins earlier than the others as I came quite early today. It was somewhat of last day of me and Eun Sun at work... as I've done my 3days work this week and Eun Sun wasn't attending from next week onwards. As soon as she knew that it was like the last day, she was kind of hmm like unhappy or what haha.. just complaining and saying like bye bye have a good life all haha. When I was about to leave work when it was only 5:30, Eun Sun hadn't been dismissed yet. I saw her sitting down at the sofa so I went to talk to her saying like keep in contact all. She looking up from down and saying like I don't even reply all.. Haha bit cute.. omg.. but ya. I shouldn't like her as a girl. ANyway I don't think I will get much chance to see her...As I was about to leave work, I saw my colleague who had the interview with me.. the nuna. She was the only one going the same way with me so I asked her what time her work ends and she told me she wasn't sure. As I was about to leave first, the boss came to tell her that we can ride the 4D rider. That was damn amazing. 4D rider was damn amazing. All the four people who were new at work got a chance to take the ride. I told the boss all the CDs that I had wanted to take before. It was super fun. riding such and boss teased me that my reactions were the same as those kindergarten kids who ride this. After taking it, I told boss that I will wait up for her and just leave work when it's 6. When I told him that nuna came to me to talk to me. She told me that she has an appointment after this. Oh Shittt... I waited up for nothing like that... Left work with the brother who is new. As the both of us were walking we talked and I felt more comfortable compared to yesterday. I got closer to him either. It was good that I was with him cos if I wasn't with him I had almost followed to the girls gathering.
Reached home.. and felt really hmmm not bad about today for I've learned a lot today.. Reached home and although I had a small quarell with mom about my travel again..but still the 50th day wasn't bad.. Tomorrow gotta prepare for the trip and maybe I may get my hair treatment too..
Goodnight...
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