http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-R8fcMTGLtM
"If I am lost for a day, try to find me
But if I don't come back then I won't look behind me
and all of the things that I thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day..."
- Stars - Calendar Girl (Movie One Week OST)
Unlocking the lock of my bike..
Taking out the bike out from the yard..
Leaving home..
To start a day...
The cold wind that blows behind me..
is the living proof of diligence...
and the hard works...
Reached the center and I was the earliest...
Talking and conversing with the people, laughing put aside for this time...
Where football comes into place..
as a serious matter..
Warming myself up..
Following up with the coach's instructions..
Staying back for an hour after the lesson was over...
The only one left in the center while all were gone...
Left when it was 12pm as the coaches needed to leave for their lunch either.
I took my lunch at the restaurant that was just beside the center. They sold Korean food buffet only at 4500 won which was about 6 SGD.
Having a full meal for lunch as instructed by my trainer. I again, moved with my bike... to the gym.
Taking a long journey to the gym... But with good music.. Everywhere I go is a movie...
Every step that I take... Every moment I run past the winds... is a movie. My own movie...My life..
Was tired and exhausted...
Took a seat at the changing room... and fell into a nap...
After about 30mins... I began exercising and doing all the workouts as instructed...
With the feeling of satisfaction... bathed and left the gym.
Headed for the library beside and spent another hour there watching Pinocchio..
Time is passing..
There isn't much time allowed for me..
I should do things that I need like getting familiar with reading English texts...
While I was in the library, I got a call from Les More where I had worked as part-time flyer distributor before.
They told me they will confirm me whether is any work this week.
Just as when I was about to leave the library...
My boss from the English teaching job called me up..
I wondered what she would be saying.. having to fix my work time for this week..
She asked whether I can help to work this Sunday...
Thinking that I do not have anything on this Sunday... I accepted it..
A few moments after I hung up the phone... Regrets came...and not long after that regrets were swayed away from my heart.... The person from the flyer distributor called me to tell me whether I can work this Sunday.... I couldn't say no... I hung up the phone as she told me she will put me in the waiting list..
Feeling guilty after hanging up the phone as I felt like things were uncleaer. I called her back to tell that I can't go this Sunday as I have church... Apologizing her... Not wanting to lose the partnerships we have...
Reached home through the dark night.... It was still early around 6 at night..
I told mom that I will be working this Sunday too...
Mom asked whether did I want to work this Sunday and I said no..
She asked why... and my mouth spitted out the word "Church"......
Hearing that... mom just left the room without single word...
Could feel that she changed her mood so fast...
I thought myself I shoudn't have said it...
I guess mom tried to keep her emotions down to postpone her anger.. At least ... after a considerate thought on whether it is right or wrong... Thankful for that..
A night passed like this... and it's still early 9pm..
And I do not have much thing to do...
Tomorrow will be same day like today but just that I will be collecting my new passport tomorrow in the morning... going to the football lesson...Going to the gym.. and come back home by 3:30... to watch the match and my day will be it like that....
Goodnight...
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