Mom's angry about the night and I'm not happy about what had happened too...
I don't understand what is really going on and this just makes me want to stay alone in Singapore faster... Just having my own life.. not under her restriction..
Today.. I woke up early in the morning for gym..
Got to work.. and had another somewhat enjoyable time although it was pretty tiring. Time didn't fly fast and there was not much things to do today... And things were quite boring too. It was so much different from how I had promised myself to be for this last week of work where I expected myself to be committed and hardworking...
I reached work at 9 and I was the earliest to come. Thus, I was dismissed early like at 5:30 too. Being dismissed so fast, I rushed to Sadang MRT station. There was a match at Suwon Worldcup Stadium between Suwon and Urawa the Japanese team. I had to rush as it would take some time getting to Suwon from Seoul. I had to take an express bus from Sadang station to Suwon worldcup Stadium so I dropped at the Sadang station and looked for the bus. However... I could see the bus stop but couldn't see that the bus stop showed the bus' number. I asked around whether the bus number 7000 and 7001 stops by in here and the first person I asked didn't really know. I took up the courage to ask the second person and she told me that she was going to Suwon Worldcup stadium but not Suwon MRT station. I asked her whether she was going for the match and she said yes! I was going alone for the match too and I was glad I had a company now. We tried to find the bus stop and when we found the bus stop, we saw the bus coming. However,, the bus didn't drop by and just passed the two of us... We were lost for words as the next bus would take super long time to come. We decided to just take train. On the way... we talked about each other's lives and how she began to like football and this team Suwon. She had such deep love for the team. Her phone cover was Suwon, background photos, Kakaotalk profile photos and there were signs of Suwon everywhere. She was a fanatic fan. She was really hardcore. However, she wasn't into the team because she was into the handsome players but just because she loved football and Suwon Samsung Bluewings. Every time I talked to her.. I could feel and see the deep love she had for the team. It was pretty surprising to meet such a person as it is pretty rare to see people who love a Korean league club team so much and especially when the person is a female.
We reached the stadium and both of us were excited for it. We were like about 15 minutes late but the heat of the stadium was still there. The stadium was almost full. Being the first game of the season and a game against a Japanese club team, it brought number of crowds into the stadium. The match ended as 2-1 Suwon won. Coming all the way down here after being lost for so long was a good choice considering what I had seen at the spot.
After the match, she treated me a meal at Lotteria. And we began talking about football again. She seemed to be somewhat suppressed from her love for football as there weren't many people whom she can share her love for football and Suwon. What was surprising was that when she talked about her favourite footballer, Kwak Tae Hwi she burst into tears for I don't know what had happened but she told me she loved him so much.
I hoped to stay longer but mom didn't allow. Mom was already angry about me going to watch the football match and me staying back with a female.
Came back home.. and mom was ready to investigate me. She indeed wasn't happy I ate dinner with a female. She indeed is. She gave other reasons but she indeed was angry because of that. No matter how old I am.. mom doesn't like me getting a girlfriend... while she is not even my girlfriend.. I was so angry that mom told me I was lying when I told her about what had happened today. She couldn't believe how so coincidental that I can meet such person at Sadang station and couldn't believe why I tried to go for the match with her. Well. for me I don't get her. Why is there a need to cut the tie when we both know that we are going to the same direction. Why is there a need to put a restriction in relationships...
Mom scolded me big time and now I'm here typing the 77th night.
I have an appointment to meet Jun tomorrow and I don't know how to tell this to mom. She indeed wouldn't allow me to go for it. I don't know what to say..
Another sighing night....
Goodnight...
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