Hello 67th midnight..
The two-third story of my 100 days in my hometown...
What have I done so far?
Hmm.. I'm satisfied that I do spend time learning... although it's not by sitting down and reading books.. I am experiencing various things.. I am proud that I do things on my own.. all on my own money.. and not just that.. becoming one adult managing my own stuff. Now.. left with one third of my story in Suwon. What's to come.. I wouldn't know but what to do to make it look like how it would look in the end.. I can do something about it.
Hope I can read more books from now... and get to experience more... the same as how it was when I was at the 50th day in Suwon. I need to read more books... and play more football..practice harder.. strive on.. Not for showing others who I am but to improve myself.
This morning.. woke up and there clearly were two things I had to do. First was to see whether there was any replies from my Sunday league football team and second was to go to church service after such long time. There still wasn't a reply from the manager of the team. They changed the location for this week and the head of the team gave me his number last week so I can contact him to know the venue. I asked him yesterday and he gave me the manager's number as he wasn't attending for the match today. I contacted the manager but he didn't reply me. I guess it was becos of hmmm... I wouldn't know but I didn't really have a good relation with him. I was close with him before.. Like at first when I entered the team.like in 2012. I was only 18 then. He treated me nice by trying to teach me on every aspect. However.. I guess I overloaded.. I went to put my arms around his shoulder showing my affection for him and he was really angry. He told me to put it down but I didn't listen to him. I thought he was kidding. However.. in Korean's society where ranks and ages matter most... didn't know that would be such serious problem. He didn't really talk to me after then and until now we aren't so close. Likewise..he didn't reply me.
But I couldn't just take this like not attending for this week... It's pretty urgent for me to get match experience. There are lots to learn in matches than training either. I hurriedly contacted the other team's head to ask whether can I attend the team. Hours passed yet he still didn't reply me. I just went to attend the church service and there still was no reply. Decided to just gym and got home after that. I really really need to find team. I can't just wait. I need to something about it. Hope I can find a new team by next Sunday.
Goodnight..
No comments:
Post a Comment