Midnight in Suwon - Day 64

64th midnight in Suwon..

Pretty boring again... just doing nothing..

Thinking of what can make me happy.. and enjoy the most..

It could be playing game like Fifa online that I had so much fun playing with Jun the other time... but more than that.. is the time being with people.. Talking and having fun with friends.

People say we love friends most and more than anybody during teenage... Like how my face grows.. I guess being at my teenage for my facial age... I do love my family.. but unlike how I was before..where I had avoided like much social interaction other than school... I want to meet friends.. .go out and play..

When my old roommate Hyunwoo.. contacted me asking whether I want to meet Sam and him this Saturday.. I quickly responded yes as I was dying for friends.. Like those meet-ups. Be it awkward or not.

Maybe that became the boost for me getting closer with Jin Oh at work. Although there still needs time for us to build.. but I feel he is a nice friend.

Today morning... I moved my lazy body to see the time pointing 8:50am.

I was supposed to leave home at 9:15 for football center. Was really lazy.. I wanted to take more sleep.. Wanted to eat heavily for breakfast after long day of work. Got up and quickly prepared to leave.

Reached the center and the door was closed with lights off. There was one guy standing beside the door and I at first thought he was waiting for someone... like I thought he belonged to some other company in this building. While waiting... my coach didn't appear so I asked whether the guy was waiting for the coach too. He said yes and we had a short chat. I messaged the coach about his whereabouts and we talked about football like how much we had improved from here and stuff. While he was talking about the Sunday league club he belonged to, coach called me up. He told me that he was away from work as he was at Seoul to visit his friend who was hospitalized. He told us that he had actually sent out the SMS messages but didn't reach us. I told him is okay and left the center.. I quickly headed to the gym. Didn't know what to do after it as it was only 11 when I reached gym. Finished all the workouts and it was only 1:30 pm. I was really really hungry... having to only eat two bananas for breakfast.

I was thinking of all the food I wanted to eat... those were.. Jajangmyun.. tukboggi. . and kimchi soup.. Although I could buy them for lunch.. I wanted to have them in peace like... not worrying about money.. I hesitated a little and called mom to ask whether can I go home for lunch. She questioned why I can't come home.

Quickly headed and she made jajangmyun and tukboggi for lunch. She actually made all that I wanted. For dinner she cooked kimchi soup. All the cravings were satisfied and I feel so full now... Being at home with mom... just watching TV.. I still felt hmm... uncomfortable.. for mom was always a nagger for I remember. Whenever I was home doing nothing.. she would nag me to read books... and study...

I do not know how a day passed so fast but now I'm here typing out the story of my day. How fast it is. Phew.. Tomorrow is another work day and I hope to get it done well like before.. And please please.. Don't avoid the challenges but face it to grow up.

Goodnight..