Midnight in Suwon - Day 69

Hi the 69th night in Suwon..

Today wasn't colorful but meaningful..

Just now... like an hour ago.. I happened to check my email and saw an email that came from SIM. It was telling the result of my application for the diploma program I applied. They didn't have specific entry requirement or did they have cut-off points. I was not aware whether I would get the place for all. I just believed in myself all this while. Breathing nervously... I clicked on to see the Application Status and saw..."Congratulations.."

This one word was enough. I was pretty satisfied.. Although.. I couldn't get those kind of pleasure from getting into the uni I wanted like how others do after taking their A-level exams.. Having a place to go.. Having a chance to take the next step. .That chance was enough for me.

Reminded mom about it and mom congratulated me... no matter how was the procedure......

Today.. I woke up late in the morning around 8:50. There wasn't much time so I hurriedly took two bananas for breakfast. Rushed for football and had an hour of training and got to the Hwaseo MRT station as I was supposed to meet mom. Mom and I were supposed to go to see a doctor. oriental medical clinic.

Mom wanted to ask several things..

Like.. she asked why I can't focus during studying... and why I can't digest food properly..and why I always do sleep talk. She asked whether is it because my spirits are weak. Like... make me feel I am at some weird place. The doctor checked my tongue and other body parts.. and told us that I didn't have much problem with digesting part.. and didn't have much stress either. Mom looked at me weird. she thought i was damn stressful for lots of things happened. Actually I didn't care much.. I mean care free.. But one thing was that he told us that my spirits were weak. That's why I always do sleeptalk and walk while sleeping. Mom asked the doctor to make the medicine for me for such people.. and to help me focus more while studying..

I didn't know what we were doing there. The medicine cost about 200 bucks... WOW>......

I was sincerely sorry to mom... for getting such.. .. and I really should do better and work harder.

We had a lunch at bbq restaurant and we set apart. Then.. as I was moving to gym.. My bike's tyre spoilt. Luckily.. the bike repair shop was just beside. I parked my bike and called up the uncle. He told me I had to change the whole tyre and the tube inside. It costs 28000 WON.... shit...  Ibought the bike at 28000 won and I was paying 56000 won for repair fee including my pedal the last time... LIke what.t...

I called mom so she can pay for me.

I didn't have enough money. She complained to the uncle how come it was so expensive. She grumbled that changing tyre would only cost about 10000 won not 28000. She still paid but still grumbled.

I took my own way to the gym and came back at 4pm. Had a dinner and I kept falling alseep while I was watching TV on the bed. Was really really tired from the exercise today.

Resting my room..checked my email and found out that I was accepted.. It could have been better if I had clinched it with some efforts and result slips like A-level result that I was aiming for... but that's not what matters. What's important is I do my job from now. Fighting bro.

Goodnight..